| FIC - COLOUR OF SIN - CH 4 CURSE OF AWARENESS |
[ 3-5-09 ¤ 9:58 pm] |
Crisis Core – Colour of Sin
Author: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) j_cae
Chapter Title: Chapter IV: Curse of Awareness
Rating: R
Pairing: Genesis/Angeal, hints of Genesis/Lazard
Warnings: Language, violence, yaoi, bad moral example, and dark Angeal
Disclaimer: Don’t own CC, but own the time spent writing this.
Summary: Monster, Shinra. SOLDIER, traitor. Angeal, Lazard—fighting on opposing ends but compelled into sin by a shared loss. This is Angeal and Lazard’s story.
Previous Chapters
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
( Chapter IV: Curse of Awareness )
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| Friends Only |
[ 5-28-08 ¤ 11:02 pm] |
All posts in the future will be friends only. Comment to be added.
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| Birth Month Meme |
[ 8-27-07 ¤ 11:23 am] |
From gehdra
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
( The rest of the months )
More or less an accurate picture of me, except for the first and the last bit. I don't like spontaneous conversations. I type a lot in emails and blogs, but I don't chat. And I don't love children. I think babies are cute, but children are a bother, especially those who know enough to argue back.
Spendthrift--of course I am. I hardly even spend money beyond my necessities (i.e. food, travel, tuition, bills, tax, medical/dental, paying insurance). I hate aimless shopping.
I guess a lot of things depend on the situation though. I'm definitely a literature and arts person and a daydreamer. But whether I'm easily influenced or whether I get angry depend on the subject matter.
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| If you were reincarnated, would you want to come back as a man or a woman ... and why? |
[ 8-2-07 ¤ 9:36 am] |
(This is the featured question on Xanga--much more engaging than the LJ "Writer's Block" prompts, IMO. How are you supposed to blog about the "nicest thing you've ever done for anyone" anyway?)
I think I'd be happier being a man. In fact, I don't even know where I went wrong and became a woman, cuz if you look at my personality (with a "Star Wars nerd" stamp across it and I'm more often spotted waving a "please don't make me go shopping" sign), you'll find it conforming more to male stereotypes.
Genes (we're talking reincarnation, right?) would determine that I'd be good-looking and pretty darn smart, and I've seen the options weighed between being a good-looking man and a good-looking woman. They both get the attention, they both can charm their way out of a job interview, but good-looking men have a much less chance of a rape threat. Besides, there are less good-looking men than good-looking women out there--rarity could somewhat guaratee opposite sex interest at all times.
(That being wistful thinking, of course.)
The other reason I'd choose to come back as a man is that I can shave my head without drawing stares. I mean it's summer and it's frigging hot thanks to global warming yadda yadda, and I have a lot of hair. If I get a crew cut like my brother (which I suspect would actually make us look like twins), I'd save a lot of time and money on shampoo, conditioner, oil and hairspray. I haven't shaved my head now cuz I can bet you I won't get by one day without comments like "Ooh has she gone mad?" or "Is the poor girl having chemo?"
But still, if I were reincarnated as a woman yet again, I won't complain. I'm used to having fun proving to people just how wrong they are about me! So far, I've surprised a count of six people who thought I sucked at sports because I shuffle in high heels at work with a "Victorian" air. Oh, were they surprised when they figured I'm a blackbelt in taekwondo and was part of my high school tennis team.
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